Packing - 3 bags full

Bismillahirahnirahim..

its my very first post here.

I have no better title but here we are at 1am still packing away. Sebenarnya mengantuk pulang tapi sampat lagi kan blogging sementara menunggu my jubah karing - baru ku sasah.

If you haven't the slightest clue yet, we will be going on, what I can say, the best trip of our lives. Finally, I have a chance to go visit (and perform pious duties & activities, InsyaAllah, at) the holy city of Mekah with my husband and 3-year old son. Alhamdulillah. Everyone can have their chance, when there's a will there's a way - usaha saja, ada rezeki tu.

Earlier this evening, we had a "do'a selamat & sembahyang jemaah" at my parents place, and similar ones days before at our home and grandparents-in-law's place. I am thankful for having a supportive and loving family - both mine & hubby's side. Always with us through thick & thin, pain & joy, laughter & tears. Semua pulang sama meaning nya tu.

I will definitely miss my siblings, parents, my close relatives and friends. Not that I've never gone on long duty-travels or vacations before, somehow this feels different. I really don't know how to express - I'm not really the best of all writers or maybe I'm afraid it might sound too emo. We'll just see later.. hours from now.

Yupp in less than 24 hours, we'll be on board a plane that'll take us to Dubai, then Jordan meeting my sweet parents-in-law.

Muz'im will be overjoyed being reunited with his grandparents again. I can sense it. He's been repeatedly saying that he wants to see "Nini Mama" (mom-in-law) and insisted on visiting her from time-to-time but at the same time he can't bear the thought of leaving his"Nini Girl" (my mom). I guess a child needs to be tended by his/her grandparents from both sides. Its wonderful seeing my son loving his grandparents equally - smart kid. Kana dulur jua bah.

The last time we brought Muz'im on a long vacation was to Bangladesh visiting his Nini Babah & Mama, everyone back home ended up in tears.. hehehe semua rindu kan Muz'im. Mana inda Muz'im manjaaa! Back then he was only a wee baby - only 4 months old. Now he's a big boy and ada jua gauk sikit ada berakal jua.

I was looking back at his old passport photo and comparing it with his new one. My how he's grown!

3 years ago.......(marung ah) & rambut ada balah udah


Now, tadaaaaa manissss..muka ada senyummmm..(rambutnya masih be-balah)

So my dear family in Brunei, jangan menangis ah. Inda batah ni. We'll be back after 16 days :) This blog will be 100% Muz'im so stay tune to more updates.